Dear Past,
This is my official goodbye letter to you.
I am sincerely sorry for giving you my better side and for letting you get in the way of my present and my future. I'm also sorry for holding on to hurts, grievances and hate caused by people who might not even remember my existence. I therefore throw all that into His Cleansing Blood. I refuse to make reference to you in both my speech and my action. I refuse to burden my thinking with you anymore. I refuse to hold on to hurts of any degree. I refuse to let you blur my vision with tears and I definitely refuse to let you hinder my future. I refuse to let you lead me into depression and frustration. I refuse to allow the opinions of judgemental people who hear about you stand in my way because they have to wear you as a cloth to feel your full weight instead of judging from a far. And most of all, I refuse to regret anything that happened in your reign. Goodbye.
*deep sigh*
Yes!! Its happening! That picture is fading finally! Like the echo of a heartbeat in an abyss. Slowly but surely it creeps away.... Now I can sleep and wake up to a New Dawn.
